Numb letra

Yeah
I don't know, man
I think my settings are fucked up
I'm just, buffering

Woke up at 2 PM, staring at the ceiling fan
Brain is foggy like I'm still popping the xan
But I'm sober, I guess, just a hollow shell
Living in this purgatory, it ain't heaven, ain't hell
I put the outfit on, I put the mask on tight
Gotta play the character to survive the night
My homies cracking jokes, I'm laughing on cue
But inside, I'm dead silence, nothing coming through

I'm looking at my hands like they don't belong to me
Dissociating hard, glitching in 4K, you see?
They ask me: Are you good? I say I'm straight, no cap
But my soul is disconnected, vanished off the map

I'm fucking numb
Yeah, I'm cold to the touch
I try to feel something, but it's asking too much
I'm faking the smile, I'm faking the vibe
Just a high-functioning ghost trying to stay alive
Everything is static, everything is grey
I'm on autopilot, just getting through the day
So fucking numb

Shawty crying in the bedroom, saying I'm a wall
I'm watching her tears drop, and I feel fuck all
It's scary, to be honest, looking in her eyes
And realizing my empathy was just a disguise
I used to burn bright, now I'm LED cold
A chemical reaction that got bought and sold
I'm walking like an NPC in my own damn life
Waiting for the system to crash or the knife

I'm fucking numb
Yeah, I'm cold to the touch
I try to feel something, but it's asking too much
I'm faking the smile, I'm faking the vibe
Just a high-functioning ghost trying to stay alive
Everything is static, everything is grey
I'm on autopilot, just getting through the day

Do I miss the pain?
Maybe
At least pain is real
This?
This is just, nothing
Static
White noise

I'm trying, though
I swear I'm trying
Just give me a minute to reboot
Fuck

Felipe Renfro - Letras

• 3AM in São Luís
• A Brief History Of Mine
• Afraid To Try Again
• Além Do Que Pensei
• Ashes In My Voice
• Ashtray Heart
• Bleach
• Bleed Beautifully
• Bouncy
• Broken (feat. Drake Curtis)
• Burn Out
• Cheap Perfume
• Cigarette Glow
• Cold Blooded
• Crash Into Me
• Crazy Kids
• Crazy Until It Works
• Crowded Room
• d.n.d
• Dark Clouds
• Dead Air Between Us
• Dopamine Décor
• Dreams Of You
• Drown In My Mind
• Drowning In The Dark
• Echoes From Nowhere
• Euphoria’s Hangover
• Exorcism In Ice
• Expensive Numbness
• Eyes Wide Shut
• Faded Mirrors
• Fading Hours
• Fading Into The Smoke
• Falling Shadows
• Fique Ou Vá
• Ghost Friends
• Good Intentions, Bad Decisions
• Half Price After Midnight
• He Left With The Rain
• How To Disappear Without Dying
• I Don't Wanna Be Me
• Linda Menina
• Lonely
• Mental Collapse
• Midnight Sky
• Monotonia Aplicada
• Não Está Em Mim
• Needles In The Rain
• Neon Hell
• Night Drive
• Numb
• Oi, Com Licença?
• Pain
• Pega a Visão
• People Taste Like Plastic
• Plastic Smile
• Pure Codeine
• Quiet Violence
• Rain For Years
• Red Flag
• Rockstar
• Ruler Of The Night
• Scarlet Horizon
• Seen It All Before
• Slow Mind
• Smells Like Trouble
• Specter Of The Night
• Suicide Note
• The Glitch
• This Room Smells Like Yesterday
• V.I.P Afterlife
• Where Do Shadows Sleep?
• White Limbo
• Xanax Party
• Yellow Brick Road
• You Taste Like Strawberry
• Your Move